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Wednesday, September 29, 2010

有时候伪装惯了..都忘记自己的感受了...



明明很想哭,却还在笑。
明明很在乎,却装作无所谓。
明明很想留下,却坚定地说要离开。
明明很痛苦,却偏偏说自己很幸福。
明明忘不掉,却说已经忘了。
明明放不下,却说他是他,我是我。














明明舍不得,却说我已经受够了。
明明说的是违心假话,却硬说成是真心话。
明明眼泪快掉了,却还昂着头。
明明已经无法挽回了,却还是依旧执著。
明明知道这样说话会伤害他,却忍着心疼装作轻松说出口。
明明知道自己很受伤,却说你不必觉得是欠我的。

明明"伪装"得很累,却还继续"伪装"着....

















爱与不爱


















当爱与不爱一样让人心痛,
我们都无话可说。
有过多少快乐,就有多少痛,
都在揪着。

当爱与不爱一样让人心痛,
不要放开我的手,
故事走到最后也许还没最后,
不要带走你的天空。

不是跟你说过我的生命很宝贵吗?
我的眼泪也很宝贵的。
不是说好你会好好疼惜我的生命吗?
眼泪也要一并珍惜。





Tuesday, September 28, 2010

病记


挨了两天,昨天被大宝贝捉去看医生了。
好像瞒严重吧。
医生配了四五种药给我。
昨天一整天都没吃到什么,看了医生。
回到家,吃了两汤匙的粥就吃药休息了。

这两天我都在网上重复的读一篇文字。
文字的题目是“一生应该遗忘的十种人”。

第一种:你曾经深爱的人。
- DK

第二种:曾经深爱你的人。
- 我永远都忘不了。

第三种:你背叛过的人。
- 暂时还没出现。

第四种:你最恨的人。
- DK 又是你。

第五种:你爱他,他却不爱你的人。
- DK 怎么又是你!

第六种: 让你恐惧过的人。
- DK 还是你...!@#$%^&

第七种:你想提分手,却被他抢先一步的人。
- 应该又是你!!zZz....

第八种:你暗恋过的人。
- 既然是暗恋,现在应该都没印象了。

第九种:你们明明相爱却不能厮守的人。
- 大宝贝。

第十种:为了某些原因,你不得不放弃的人。
- 我都不想放弃任何人。

这美丽的早晨,我一早醒来打开电脑,浏览面子书。
看见我这“亲爱”的DK,
跟全世界的人说:
"‎6 years before and after, I really thanks god that i had met you...xxxxxx..."
备注: xxxx 是别个女生的名字。

你喜欢人家,你爱人家,我知道不管我的事。
我也无权过问。
可是,当时跟你在一起,很多朋友家人都知道啊。
你这样写,不就是在羞辱我吗?
还是你正在炫耀是你不要我,是你甩了我?
求求你啦。
不要再写这样子的文字了。
我们之间没有存在着谁先说分手,或谁想先甩掉谁。

我觉得很羞。
给点尊严我好吗?
一点就好。



Sunday, September 26, 2010

发烧了....


我又发烧了...
昨晚回到家,觉得好冷...
看着我的肥宝贝,忽然很想念他...

大宝贝....好想被你拥在怀里的感觉...
你总是在我背后,默默地守着我...
你知道我怕生病...因为一生病你就会要我吃药...
而我就最怕吃药。
昨晚我知道你很担心,对不起,以后我会好好照顾自己。

昨天下午跟了朋友去拍外景。
原来,事前准备是很重要的。
慌慌张张地会浪费很多时间。
很无谓...
一下子找衣服啦...
找裤子啦...
鞋子啦...
看他们忙进忙出的,我什么都帮不上。
嘻嘻。

昨晚大约近两点时刻,我跟朋友们还在麦当劳。
因为喝了很多,所以就一个人上洗手间。
当我坐在马桶上的时候,我听见有人开门进隔壁的洗手间。
但当我完事开门出来的时候,隔壁是空无一人的。
吓死我了..
快快走出洗手间。
我还在怀疑,会不会是我发烧,所以产生幻想...







































Friday, September 24, 2010

23th Sept 10

"别让深爱变成一种痛。

如果你不爱一个人,
请放手,好让别人有机会爱她。

如果你爱的人放弃了你,
请放开自己,好让自己有机会爱别人。

爱一个人不一定要拥有,
但拥有一个人就一定要好好的去爱他。"



这句话令我很头痛。
不懂为什么...
好像很简易明白。
但又好像很难明白。

每天我都学习宽恕...
宽恕让我觉悟,也让我领悟!



Tuesday, September 21, 2010

21th Sep


Early in the morning, i woke up...
sms nobita when i having my choc milk and bread as my breakfast..
surfing facebook as usual as i did..

tomolo is gonna be the day of Mooncake Festival.
It always come with a meaning of all the families will be gathered together in a round just like the moon on the day.

It is a meaningful day for us.
Pls think of your beloved one, and the one who loves u always.
Give them a call, if you cannot back to them tomorrow.

Was read a new this morning.
It is an accident happened on last night.
A pair of hushband and wife were passed away in the accident.
They only 19 and 17 years old.
And they left a baby girl in the world which is only 2 months +.

The photo of the accident area, makes me think of them again.
The scenery still keep deeply in my mind which i might not forget in my whole life.
Tomorrow going be an important day for us, how comes the God takes them away from their family.
How sad they are?

But what can we do?
Nothing..


Pls appreciate everyone around you.
Especially the one you love and the one who love u.
Pls make them happy but not let them drop tears for you.


Finally, Wishes Everyone

“家好月圆, Happy Mooncake Festival!”



Wednesday, September 8, 2010

today is 7th Sept...

Super sad today~~
I had tried many times to install new email accounts to my outlook...
Today, I only realized y i failed everytime...

Problem is!!!!!
Wrong password given from my ex-colleague!!!
Damn it!

But, anyway, it was done.
Happy! ^_^

I done it by myself!
Feeling not bad...

After worked, i am going to Giant with my lovely mama and Sister.
Bought myself Lolilpop..
and Apple Juice...
Both are my favourites...
Feeling uncomfortable without them for my days...
haha ^_^














Tuesday, September 7, 2010

~ 050910 Teluk Intan ~

Last sunday was going for a photo shooting session in Teluk Intan..
weather not bad, a little bit cloudy..
so it wont make me sweating..
but, the palace have so many big red ants..
it keeps going on climbing on my leg and body...
it is weird..
blablabla..

knowing of many new guys and girls...
both of them are nice and friendly too....

- DC Chew
- Pixelpro
- Jack ALvin
- Andy Teoh
- Zaza
- Angela
- Khaili
- Intanboy
- Zainor
- Azam

was long time hang out from the blog...
recently was always staying at KL..
meeting with Selene, my babe..
my uncle, Ken...
and some new friends...

Especially is Tracy Tan Chui Sim!
It was been one more year i had not met up with her.
she is pretty as before.
and nice to chat with me like when we studying.
it is so memorable.

Vacation life...
Sleep till noon..
eating...
drinking...
watching TV...
clubbing...
for EveryDay and Nights..!

haha...its not bad..
but no point for me to live like this...
wasting time.

Will post up some pic which have it on Sunday.
Its from different photographer..

Check It out Now!!!

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