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Sunday, October 18, 2009

my job...

my job~~
make me so tired...

unfinish jobs....have been build up a small mountain on my desk...
documents that never settle...was past to me from my ex-colleagues...

alot...alot...

thoudsand of words in my mind...
no one let me to talk to...

thousand of problems that i dont know how to overcome...

thousand of decisions that i still never know how to decide...

i was changed...
changed to a person less talking...
less eating...
acting happy in front of others...
acting like a happy person..

actually...i am not...
my weight become lesser and lesser...
no one realize of it...
onli the foreigner that works with me who realized...
bcoz i owayz weighing on the weighing machine there use to work...

i have never scold them since the 1st day i work...
but that day i was out of control...
i not only scold them...even i showed my expressions on my face...
Oh my god!!!!
i dont want...
i should control my emotion...
i should be patient to them...
i am not their boss...

sorry...thousand of sorries to them....
reali very sorry..
sorry...
sorry..
sorry.
sorry

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

recently..

Recently there are so many problems happened around me...
friends facing operation...
acident...
high fever until hospitalize...
love problems....
friends problems....
job problems....
so much.................................................................
infiniti....
cant be calculated.
Hope that can give me holidays now...
run away from job...friends...problems...
to the hugging of world...
that full with nice scene and freedom...
haiz...i juz can dream it onli...
bcoz i cant finish my job...
even i had no time to log in my facebook...!!!!!!!!!
some more...god is not love me....
i gastric...sore throat...headache..almost ONE WEEK!!!
but no time to see doctor...
just have OT that upaid...