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Monday, March 30, 2009

distance...

distance reali can make everything change de...
the culture..
the human being...
the language...
and etc....

what distance had done on u...?

for me,
distance make me cant see my dear everyday...
it make me miss my dear everyday...
owayz thinking what he doing there...
is it he got take meal or not...
got cover blanket or not...
got take good care on himself or not...
haha...is it i think too much de...?
no lah...b4 he owayz at my side mah...
than now he working jor...
so quite miss the day he around me de...
hehe....
distance make me got something wrong de...haha...
owayz thinking wat time can go find him...
when can see him...
haiz...dont know he got miss me like that or not...
hope he got lah...

how about u all...?
do u think "distance" is very cruel...?
for me...it is.!!

Thursday, March 26, 2009

nowadays..

day by day..
gone so fast...
i finally can put myself in the environment...

my dear was at ipoh now..
very miss him..
since he work...
we less chatting...
sms...
and hug hug oso...

so miss the days he was around me anytime...
can hug him when i juz wan to hug him...
can kiss him when i wan to k iss him...
can quarrel with him when i wan to quarrel with...
haha....the days were very happy for me..

but now...
i cant kiss him when i wan to kiss with...
i cant hug hi when i wan to hug with...
i cant even find someone chatting woth me on the bed...

dear,
i miss u lah..
miss u so much...
b4 this i didnt appreciate the days u around me...
but now i regret le...
although wan to see u oso very difficult now...































Tuesday, March 24, 2009

i am fine de

pass through the whole week..
finally i can accept that they were not around anymore..
i starting live happily...learn happily...

so happy that..
many friends around me when i in sadness...
thanks friends...

2day i juz came back from ipoh...
sick 2 days de...so suffering...
haha....

anyway,...thanks you for those who support me behind of me...
thanks

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

my mummy...

finally..yesterday his dad came and help him move back all things go back Ipoh le...
i have less chance to meet him de...

yesterday..suddenly felt that the world wan juz left me alone..
no bf...no friends...
no food...

i very sad and cried de...
i called my mum and crying when i chatting with her...
mummy so worry on me...
although i cry so sad she oso didnt cry and some more advice me dont sad and be tough...
said i am adult and cant cry like that....
....
my mum so sayang me de...
i know she wan to accompany but she cant do that bcoz she still need to take care on my sis and my dad...

nvm de...
mummy...i will be tough de...
i can eat alone here...
go school alone...
stay alone here...
i will be tough...
i know u all are supporting behind of me...
thanks mummy...
dont worry me lah..

Monday, March 16, 2009

now...

so many things happened suddenly..
now...
juz left me alone here...
my bf oso not around le...
suddenly so lonely de...

mun ee....i know u are so support me...
thank you so much...
i knew u are very worrying on me...and scare me will think sumthing negative...
thank you so much....
if without u all in this few days...
i think may be i cant continue in kampar jor...
bcoz i reali very fed up oledi...

Saturday, March 14, 2009

mandy and janice

how are u all at there...?
u 2 married jor...
dont owayz quarrel jor...ok...?

janice, i will remember what u told me in that nite for my whole life...
mandy, i oso will remember what u told me and i promised to u all that i will try my best...
no matter how...i oso will try my best...
if cant, nvm de...i know u all will come in my dream and chat with me again...rite...?

janice, u are so pretty on that nite...
mandy oso very handsome oso...
both of u so matched...
i proud with u all...

between 4 pairs of us...
jason n selene..
greg with steph...
me and shu...
u and mandy...
onli u 2 can last forever...

u no need to worry that some more will rampas mandy from u...
bcoz now mandy juz belong to u one person onli...
onli for u...
one peson...

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

arghhhh.................
fucking damn angry de...
no seat than say no seat loh...
some more ask me to wait wor..
i m gal leh...can u pls care me more...
how cum u can continue playing now de...
worst lah u..like shit...

Thursday, March 5, 2009

last nite..

last nite we argue very seriously...
i even is the 1st time very angry until i shouting very loudly on him...
this is 1st time i very very angry on him...
a lot of things we argue last nite...

i dont know somemore got wat reasons i still wan to stay with him...
i really dont know...
really very headache...
i dont know should i continue to wait him make a change...

but he this time promised to me that he will change...
i reali want to wait for him...
i think i reali erali love him de...
may be mun ee is true...
i love him...juz i didnt realize...
i love him until i cant live without him...

thanks mun ee...
u help me a lot...
what u advice on me...
i back home and think and think...
i realize some thing that i had ignoring...

any way...
i will wait him to change...
in this semester...

dear..i love u...
hope u can be a well bf...
i wait u here with my truely heart...

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

i and him

2day i ran out from my room and hide in the school canteen...
i dont know how to face him...
i crying and crying...
very regret...

ya...from the beginning is me who approved him smoking...
he also promised to me that he will juz smoke when exam..

but now..
he is not....
he smoke when he is free...
he smoke when he is boring...
he smoke when he is nothing to do...
he smoke when his friends are smoking...

should i remind him again...?
no...
y i must remind him...?
what he told me...
i owayz put in my mind...
y he cant put what i told him in his mind...?
that is very not fair...

when he found me..
he juz keep going on scolding and scolding...
did he realize that the problem not at my side...?
juz knew to scold me that i ran out and didnt tell him...
didnt bring hp along...
and so on...

haiz....
please lah...
can u stand at my side and think for me...?
if i keep going on ask u dont smoke...
what will u say later..?
last time i accompany at your side...
u said i tied u up...
if i still asking u dont smoke...
may be u will say i care so much...

u this type of guy..
juz know how to take care yourself..
what i do for u...
u said i care too much...
what i didnt tel u..
u said i keep as secrets...
if i tell u when u done wrong...
u said i require too much...
u wan hug hug me when sleep...
u said i am very important for u...
when in the day u wan to be alone...
and hope i not at your side...

hei man...
i am not a bitch...
when u need me u juz ask me to stay...
when dont need me u ask me to leave...
u are too irresponsible...
where got couple like that one...?

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

result...

finally, result came out de...
not so bad...
but good as my expected...


his result not adapt to wat we think ...
and out of our expected...
i dont know y it can be like that..

hope he can accept it and work more harder next time..

dear,
i support u owayz...
no matter wat u do...
i will stand beside u...
to accompany u..
i love u..
muackzzz.....

Monday, March 2, 2009

ipoh..

last weekend...
i and derick went to ipoh again de...
we go for a movie "love matters" on sunday...
and he bought me a pair of shoes on saturday...
and we bought 2 pieces of jackets de...

finally i can have something same with my dear except for our rings lah...
rings are very important for us lah..
we put in on our fingers 24/7/365...

so fast..
sem break over....
new sem coming....
and start 2molo...
result will come on this coming tuesday...
so nervous...
scare i cant fulfill all the subjects this time...

haiz...
wat to do...
juz wait for it lah...
god bless me...
thanks god..