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Saturday, February 28, 2009

langkawi trip with my dear..3rd day

3rd day,
early in the morning we went to visit the cable car of the langkawi...
this cable car allowed us to see the whole view when we reached the top station...












after that we took our lunch and back ipoh loo....
on the way we pass by the Penang Island...
we stay there ate the seafood as our dinner...
hehe...
very happy oh..
haha....
hope can go Redang Island on the next sem break...

Friday, February 27, 2009

langkawi trip with my dear..2nd day

2nd day,
in the morning we take part in the island hopping activities..
we went to visit 3 islands...
activities including...
moutain climbing (pregnant maiden mountain), lake swimming, eagle feeding, and sea swimming(pulau beras basah)...


































at the nite, after dinner wewalk along the sea side and have a drink at the sea side bistro...


hehe..forgot this one....
during evening we went to Langkawi under waterworld...




after the under water world...
we oso went to the eagle bay...
eagle is the symbol of the Langkawi Island....

langkawi trip with my dear..1st day

the first day,
we went there by car and went to langkawi island by ferry...

this is the type of ferry we went to Langkawi island.


when we arrived we didnt take part in any island activities..
we juz walk walk near by the sea side ...
and at the nite...
we walk along the shops of Pantai Cenang..

Saturday, February 21, 2009

preparing my luggage...

now i am preparing my luggage to Langkawi...
finally...we can go le...
so happy...
dont know how is there...
and hope we can find cheap car rental and motel...
hehe...actuali i wan stay near seaside...
juz dont know the cost onli...
ok lah...dont wan write so much le...
wan sleep earlier...
bcoz car start at 6.30 de...
wan go have breakfast with ah mun and janice...
ok lah...
goodnite...
bye bye...
muackzzz....

Thursday, February 19, 2009

planning to Langkawi

this few days we are planning to langkawi with ah mun and janice...
we never go there b4 and wish to go there enjoy the beaches and duty free merchandise de...
finally 2day we decide to drive ourselves to go Kuala Kedah and go langkawi by ferry..
we had booked the ticket of 2molo ferry..

therefore ah hung fetch me come back teluk intan to take my luggage...
but unfortunately ah hung's dad said there is very dangerous to drive there...
ask us go there by air flight..
but ah mun and janice are not affordable to pay...

we planned to go pangkor...but them dont like to go...
we planned to go Malacca...everybody like but ah hung's mum said very far...
ask us go bukit merah wor...
but no body want to go...
bcoz of his parents ah mun and janice feel very "ma fan" and ask us to settle the 2 old ppl than onli go find them...

therfore we continue to go langkawi...but we go by plane
but they go by car...
haiz...
nvm loh...juz meet there loh...

now we are searching the information of the airline ticket....
hope "no body" will "restict" us anymore...
pls my god...help me one more time...

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

miss mummy le...

finally, i cme back ipoh jor...
so miss mummy de...
hope can see her soon...

stay here almost 4 days le...
need go home le...
my mum dont like a girl owayz go bf house de....
bcoz she said this will make the gal very low class..
owayz serve theirselves to the boy...

haiz...
when go back, dont know wat will happen between him and me loh....
owayz at his side..
we have nothing to say le...
if we seperate each other, dont know wat can be talk de...

penang...
i didnt go le...
because too many days at here..
if i still go penang...my mum will thought that i like to stay in ipoh de...

Monday, February 16, 2009

cameron...

hehe...i arrived cameron highlands lu...
hoole....
2day i ate a strawberry ice cream.....fresh strawberry and a chili...

in few months ago,
my bf's dad said, if i eat a chili than giv me rm5000...
hehe...sure i joke with him said easy job lah...
hahaha.....
but i starting feel scare because uncle said the chili is the most spicy chili in the world...
oh my god....i start regret le....
uncle starting joking with me that i not dare to eat the chili...
and aunty oso....

laugh me...nvm...
because i reali scare and not dare to eat the chili...
but his mum owayz said sumthing behind me when uncle talk about the chili joke again...
said me money face lah....
said me cheap lah....
said me a lot of things...
nvm...i didnt tel his son oso....

finally, 2 day uncle had the chance to show me the chili...
that is a small chili with round shape and red in colour...
when the chili was chooped and served on our table...
her mouth start again said, "u eat lah...u so desired the money mah..eat lah...if u wan money u eat lah...."

bull shit...wat type of ppl is it...?
uncle oso juz put it as a joke said let me try de...
she tought she very rich ah...owayz talk about money money and money...
onli poor ppl onli will care about money...
Economist said, "a dollar is more big value for a rich ppl."
now i believed le...

ok...
the dishes served on the table one by one...
ah shu's aunty tried the chili kicap, said so spicy...
ah shu's uncle tries chili kicap, said spicy...
ah shu's cousins tried chili kicap, said very spicy...

oh my god...once i look at their face i felt like wanted to giv up de...
but her mouth was start again...ask me eat wor...and ask money from her hushband after try wor...
haiz....i so scare...my bf wan not help me at all....not onli ask me to try somemore he stand at his mum side ,sit there and waiting to watch the show i try the spicy chili...

erm...
finally i tried the chili when i eat fish...
thanks god...the chili is not spicy as the chili planted by my mum...
thanks thank god a lot....
haha....
she owayz look at me to see whether i fell spicy and suffer o not...
haiz...unfortunately she cant see the face i suffer of spicy....
some more i very enjoy because the chili is smell very good and very nice to eat with steamed shark meat...
haha...reali very nice...
i very enjoy until i cant finish one glass of tea during the lunch...
haha...when i finished the kicap of the chili...
i start try the taste of the chili body and seeds....
oh my god...once i bite it reali spicy...
but it oso have a very good smell from the chili....
and it juz spicy for a while only...
i oso didnt drink tea to tahan spicy de...
haha....


she lose de...
some more ask my bf add more kicap for me to eat the chili...
so stupid the bf reali add kicap for me...
haiz..nvm lah....
i oledi finished my little rice...
where got ppl juz eat chili when didnt eat rice or meat or vegetables de...?
therefore i stopped de...
uncle came from next table ask me the chili spicy o not...
i juz said....yayayaya...very spicy...

actuali there is very risky for me...
if the chili reali very spicy may be my stoma cant afford oledi..
and need to send to hospital...
but thanks god...
thanks god to help me and make the chili not so spicy...
thanks god...

therefore, she didnt said any thing any more....
hehe...

了解

我真的很想跟他说:
“你很幸福,你能够选择爱我或不爱我。
可是,我只能选择爱你或更爱你。你怎么可以说分手就分手呢?”


我现在真的很想很想再大哭一场。。

哭,
虽然解决不了事情,可是却可以让我暂时忘记它们。

Sunday, February 15, 2009

dear, thanks for this valentine's day~~

yesterday we celebrate valentine's day 2gether....
he is good out of my expected...
very very good...
he hold my hand when watching movie....
and when walking in the car park....

he is very good...
juz now we go eat breakfast with his cousin....
everything were going on very good....
but since thge moment we play game ..
he start scolding scolding and scolding....
non stop....
so weird to hear it...
cant imagine why he so serious to play this game...
it is just a game....
a game that we play for few ten of times....
haiz....

but anywhere....
i will find a new way to understand him....
yesterday he hug me tightly when sleeping....
so happy to feel it....
feel very very safety....!!!
hehe......

friday he is with me in teluk intan....
he bought me 3 bear bear flowers...
very nice...
and he oso put on a ring on my finger...
kiss me and wish me happy valentine's day......

wah....so happy...
1st time i got the most happy valentine's day
although we dont have a very romantic dinner....

we didnt dress very nicely....
but we go for a movie, we ate our dinner at his aunty's stall....
we caught in a stupid government made traffic jam...
and we arrived home almost at around 2.00am....

dear,
thank you for this valentine's day....

Thursday, February 12, 2009

dear, this post for u de...

dear,
i had choose to recover with u de....
i feel very happy that u are back to the time we start pak tor....
now u are more cares on me....
and take care of me...

dear, i wan forget every unhappy things...
i know i can do it de.

u told me if we recover this time
you will more love me than ever before...
until now i not yet meet with u...
but..
i hope when i meet u...
i can feel that u are reali more love me than b4...

dear, thanks to give one more chance for our relationship....
if u reali not love me anymore...
pls leave me silently...
dont let me know u will leaving me....
i cant accept u leave me....
i dont know i need how much time to stand up and continue with my new single life....

dear,
happy to hear u said love me ...
i love you...muackzzz....
hope you can see my post...
thanks dear.....
i love you

god,help me please..

my bf break up with me de....
no reasons...
juz bcoz he cant forget a gal that have a special relationship b4 me...
did he use me to replace the gal position...?
did he treat me as well as he treat the gal....?
i dont know...
we 2gether almost one and half a year...
now he juz tell me he cant forget her...
how about me...?
why should i to face all this...?
should i have a chance that i can choose that i never hear all this...?
never know him...?
never see him b4...?
i know it will not happen....

i wan to forget...
but i cant...
i wan to forgiv him...
yes i done it...
but i still feel very not valuable for me to do all this for him....
he said he want to forget her...
when...?
one day....?
one week...?
one month...?
one year...?
.....

i dont know...

i need to tell myself that i cant care so much...
i must believe him...
but i oso very scare...
he juz get affected when received a msg from the gal....
juz a stupid msg...
can damaged our relationship....

i dont know whether i am right to do all this....
but i choose to try one more time...

i know he still care on me...
love me...
and dont want to hurt me anymore...

i try to build confidence on him....
i know he will forget her as soon as possible....
i oso know that he wont leave me alone anymore...anymore....

god..
pls help him to forget her...
and help me forget all these problems...
god bless me that i wouldnt get hurt anymore....

thanks god!!!!
thanks..thanks a lot!!!!

Sunday, February 8, 2009

my darling~~

my boy friend...
a boy that dont know how to care girls...
dont know how to consider gf's mind...
dont know how to focus on gf...
dont know many things....

he wouldnt open car door for me unless i ask so...
he wouldnt protect me if me dont require...
he wouldnt care me if i didnt ask so...
he wouldnt do many things for me...

but...

he could know to care his friends...no matter boys or girls...
he could immediately do everything for his friend...but not me...
he could scold me when i critics his friends....
he could do everything on me...some thing that is very bad for me...

he will not play the game that i play b4...
but now...he help a female friend continue on her game...
when he teach the fren play game...
he didnt realize he is sitting very close to the gal...
he care more his fren than me...
he scare that his fren no food eat...
how about me...?
y he didnt think of me 1st...?
y he care so much on them...?
y in a day he talk more to them although we were in the same location...?
y he can ignore me as he like...?
y he onli will care on me when i angry...?
y...?y...?y...?
i want the answer....i juz want to know...
why he never answer my question b4...?
i so confuse...
i reali not affordable to face a lot of these...
reali cannot...since the day we quirrel seriously...
i oledi told myself to dont care so much...
but...if i dont wan to care...
than i wan him as my bf for wat...?

everytime we quirrel, he oso will give me a hope that he will change...
but i dissapointed from one time to one time...
i reali thought he will change....
yah....he changed...for 2 or 3 days...
than came back as b4...
i dissapointed deeper one more time again...

juz now he hurt me again...
i ask him wan hld my hand no matter where we go...
dont leave me alone at the road side...
he hold my hands rudely and walk faster to buy food...
i hampir fall down but luckily i still can stand stable...
but my leg oledi get hurt...
i told him..
he didnt care...
he juz changed his clothes...play hp games
and go for sleep...

i stay here for wat...?
to hurt myself one more time...?

i reali dont know what i doing here...
so stupid...

last day of exam

2day is the last day for exam le...
but i think 2day i didnt done well de...
i forgt a lot of things that i memorizes...
so sad...
but oso very happy...
i and my classmates go for karaoke...
and watch movie in cinema....
the movie we watched just now is "all wells end wells"
is a funny cny movie...
make me laugh loudly...
but my classmates were dont think so...
they thought that the movie is boring and no meanning....
i was so sad...
because is me invite them to watch de.....
felt like wan died...
some more mj said online can download wor...
that means is me ask them purposely accompany me to watch loh....
haiz...no more next time le...
actuali wan go Penang with them de...
after promised to them...onli realizes they prefer shopping....
while i am not...
dont know how to tell them that i dont wan go jor...
some more shopping will spend me a lot of money
because when i waiting them for shopping...
i will buy food eat and eat and eat....
next week will go Cameron Highland gua....
i like the place that are very peaceful and relaxing...
but derick was not think like that....
he want me go Genting, Kl and Penang....
i felt soli to him....
but i reali wont happy although i go there...
life is very complicated....dont wan busy life any more....
i hate busy life that use mind so much....

recently, i facing the same friendship's problem again....
the fren i care....
now she care others....
some more is the others that i dont like....
but luckily i didnt hurt deeply this time...
so lucky...
too much lies in the world...
what should i believe...?
i dont know....
even i cant believe myself...
i cant even belive what had i done in Kampar...
so...how...?
juz let it go...


Friday, February 6, 2009

ghost experience..

this few weeks i was so busy preparing my exam de...
every morning go college study room...
study...study and study...

owayz stay until 10pm onli go home with fren...
that side is very peaceful and not so much ppl stay there therefore we owayz one ppl stay in one classrooom....
but yesterday raining heavily...we keep going study...around 10pm when we almost wan to leave....we passby the classroom and i saw the fan that still functionning....
i ask wilson: why didnt switch off the fan...?
wilson said: no need lah...we got pay school fee de...
mun ee: may be is joe forget to switch off b4 leave bah...
suddenly, we heard the air conditioner switch on itself and the air conditioner fan start running...
but that onli we 5 ppl in school onli...some more who will go to oopen the air conditioner...?
oh my god...
i think we met the "best friend"....
i , mun ee, gechai and derick walk more faster...
the wilson still dont understand what is happened...still walk slowly....
wah....we all very scare...and faster go into the car....
we leave quickly..and told the guard that study room got ghost....
but the guard not believe us...
haiz.....thought that we joking de..

2day we still go study room study...
but we juz stay there until evening sumthing than we wil leave...h
ope we will fine 2day....

and good luck in our exam...
ok lah...i wan get ready to schol jor....bb.